The Sakura Forest

School IS KILLING ME!!!!

2010-03-03T08:26:00.000-08:00

THIS is how determind i was, before a test a little while ago, which i by the way studied to for 6 weeks before! i crammed every single day, and guess how much i got? 68!! GODDAM!! i proved my point that one of the 2 following things happened:

1. My teacher hates me. (which i highly suspect is true.)
OR
2. There is something that is keeping me from succseeding in tests! I mean, i'm usually a straight A student, but when i get to tests, it's all down the drain!!

So, I looked into it.
I thought i may have testophobia, so i went to the easiest fastest most un-relieable source on the net:

WIKIPEDIA.

I Looked up 'test anxiety':

Test anxiety is a psychological condition in which a person experiences distress before, during, or after a test or other assessment to such an extent that this anxiety causes poor performance or interferes with normal learning.

My mom said they need to check you for that but i know what i know...
I'll tell you how the test went! ^^

Bye for now,
F.E

Celebrities , Webrities and whatevers in between

2010-02-18T09:12:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't written an entry in a while, so forgive me for that one. I'll try to be more up to date.

Today, I wanted to talk a little about celebrities, webrities and all in between.
Lately I've been hearing a lot about this new thing called 'webrities', which I think can sometimes be overrated. The good thing about celebrity actors is, they had an audition!! Someone had to like them in order for people to know them. They let any idiot off the street become a webritie, which I think is just plain stupid. I mean, some people out there are better than the real deal don't get me wrong, but two sisters singing in a high pitched voice and singing like dead cows(even though that may be offensive to all dead cows out there) is NOT star worthy!! When will some people realize that declaring themselves 'awesome' 'too good to be true' 'the best' will not really make them so! I guess it's better since they don't get V.I.P access to 'DRUGS 'R' US' around the clock but I think some talent should be involved in the process of making real quality laughter, tears or joy at any form. So yes, most of them really have gotten high on glue and hair dye fumes, but they all have the right to express themselves on the other hand. I learned the hard way that I can't criticize what I can't do any better. So if they post their abominations online, just don't think you’re a lot better than regular people.
I've seen that. I see it everyday. ALL THE TIME!
And about the other guys, CELEBRITIES. I'd suggest they come off of that high mighty tree their on. Fans are people too!

I guess that is all I have left to say. See you later-

F.E

Most Editors Are Failed Writers. Then again, so are most writers - T.S Elliot

2010-01-08T13:58:00.000-08:00

Hi, Nice to meet you. My name (or adliest Screenname) is Fuyuko Etsu.
I opened this blog cause i decided i need a way to express myself. :)

Friday , January 8th 2010
This Morning , I woke up later ran to the bus missed it by 2 seconds and waited for the next one, forgot my homework twice... but hey, i got a free class! besides, We're in a group of kids who work with computers as their notebooks, so i guess 'forgetting my homework' sounds odd, but i forgot to do it, so i had my freind send it twice to me... I like this guy, but well, i'm not sure he knows i exist and even though with him it's like my emotions go crazy, i find myself fantasizing on 4 other guys, not at the same time course ... hehe. --- i'm not really sure if one of them likes me becuase well... i cant read minds, but... well i guess i'm kind of pretty and i know they take a glance at me once in a while so... --- i dunno.

i'm also tired cause it's very late. i'll update later.
Ja-Ne! x3

Till the next time,
xoxo
F.E